Sometimes people just don't understand...

~  She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story. ~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart.  Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.  Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me. ~ To tell you the truth, I've just been avoiding everything. ~Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself. ~ I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens. ~ Just once I want someone to look at me right away and think I was beautiful. Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul, just me.  I want to walk in a room and light up, not blend. ~ I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much. ~ A golden heart stopped beating, working hands went to rest.  He broke many hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best. Next